I was doing fine..

I was doing fine until a few hours ago. I saw ONE TINY little pink mark and then I started scanning my face and picking everything apart. I now have a sore chin and feel like I want to die. I called a crisis line and really didn't get anywhere. My therapist is terminally ill and has closed her practice. I literally feel like garbage. The spots will heal, they are not deep..but I have no self control anymore
I'm new here & have just recently been diagnosed, although I've struggled with it for more than ten years. I have been there. I haven't picked for a day & I feel great about myself and then just when I feel confident I fuck it all up. I know its easier said than done, but you shouldn't beat yourself up over it. We've all been there.
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