im so weird :(
Posted March 29th, 2011 by hayls
so im 19 and in college and when i think about it i must be the weirdest person in the world. i pick everything and usually eat it. basically any by product of my body; dandruff, boogers, mucus, skin, scabs, blood, ear wax, dried puss, dried urine, vaginal discharge and vaginal blood clots. i also fairly recently began pickiing split ends, but i dont eat them. i have been doing most of these things ever since i can remember and am worrried i have some severe psychological problem. i do it everyday and its like second nature. no one knows i do all these weird things either. i know its really really weird but i cant seem to stop. im worrried about permanent damage to my skin but even the worry isnt enough to make me stop. i dont know what the rooting of my picking is but i wonder if it is a psychological problem. writing this has really helped me and i feel like a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders, its nice to know im not the only one doing this. perhaps writing this and getting it out will be the first step to stopping my picking or at the least diminishing it...i hope so.