Posted August 6th, 2012 by ChangeNow
I was doing good for about a month and then I went on vacation and all addicted behaviors I have blossomed up. Skin picking is only one. I pulled my hair like crazy, peeled the skin of my feet (and I still peel them), I drank, smoked cigarettes and bit of all my nice fingernails. It was like I just had to loose control, I just had to let go and be... me. So, now I have a "hang over" and I again hide my hands and feet and my hair is messed up. This disease sucks, it takes so much energy be to behave normal. Well, tomorrow I wil start over again with band aids all over my feet to protect them from me.