Trying to stop again.
Posted August 30th, 2012 by DawnSturgeon
Hi everyone, I got in to the I don't really care if I pick or not stage. I've been home a lot and got comfortable here and it has been relaxing for sure. Any who, I want to jump on the band wagon again and what has inspired me to try again after many months of picking is I'm starting an nanny job. :) Usually I wear make up when I go out but I have to wake up early so I'm not an earlly riser so I'm getting disiplined again so I don't have to wake up early in the morning. I read some posts and I'm going to make a list of the things I can do and put it on the mirror. Also I am going to make my self wake up early if I don't do well today as a negative reinforcer and see how that goes. :) If I don't pick tonight them I don't have to wake up early. I post with how well that goes. lol :) Ooop... almost got my self just then. Bad hand... ok,.. I'll go write up something. Darn subconscious. I'm pretty happy though... just have to get this under controll. :) I think I'll start to count my days starting tomorrow and not doing anything tonight. :)