hanging on to clothes you can no longer wear...
Posted September 1st, 2012 by reaching.higher
I was going through my closet the other day and looking at all the tanks tops that I used to be able to wear and thinking that "once my skin clears up I'll wear this again." The thing is that my chest, back and shoulders are covered in scars and have been for the past 5 years. The only way I can wear skin-showing clothes is with a cake load of make up on the exposed skin and I usually don't care enough to hassle myself with it. I don't know why I still continue this wishful thinking. Also, it is always awkward when friends and family members by you clothes that would look great on you but you never wear it and they think that you didn't like it because they don't know you have dermatillomania. Does anybody else do this or is it just me?Take care!
On March 5th, 2013 angeliakatte said:
It's very disgusting when we are not able to wear our favorite clothes due to the skin problem. I knew it because faced the similar problem.However, now I am fine with skin problem and wears my desired clothes.The direction given by the skin specialist made it possible.
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On September 4th, 2012 Emmi said:
I felt the exact same way for so long, You might feel like your never going to get there, But you will, I believe in you.
For years I was never able to wear shorts or singlets, because I was to afraid of what people would say, they would always ask if they were mozzie bites and when I tried to explain to them, they would always look at me like I was weird. So I'd go home and spend the next few hours picking my skin to make it smooth and go away, knowing full well I was only making it worse.
Until one day, I was going to a festival in the middle of summer, I wore pants and a long sleeved top because I didnt want people to see my skin, I ended up dehydrating and passing up, I woke up in an ambulance.
It made me realise that I needed to try and sort my self out.
I went and spoke to my doctor, and he got me on anti biotics to help my skin heal, and I decided I was going to accept my condition for what it was, and take it day by day.
I started slowly by wearing lighter pants and sort sleeved t-shirts, when people would ask if they were mozzie bites I would just agree with them, and say 'Yeah, they must think I'm tasty'
Eventually I was wearing shorts and boob tubes, without a second thought.
Its been 2 years since my ambulance incident and I've stopped picking my legs, arms and body and only really pick my face when I'm anxious, It helps to relieve stress, but Im getting there, My scars on the rest of my body have gone and I no longer feel I need to hide my condition
You will get there, Stay strong and know that there are people out there just like us, Your not alone, and most people dont even see the scars, those who do, probably has a similar obsession with smooth perfect skin that we do. :)
I hope this help you to feel more encouraged to continue with your goal of getting back into those old clothes.
Cause I believe you can do it :)
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On September 6th, 2012 Emmi said:
Im SO happy to hear that my story has been encouraging for you! I know that fear of people judging, and it scares the shit out of anyone, one thing you have to remember is, those who love you, dont judge you, and those who judge you, dont know you! if they dont know you, who honestly cares what they think, they dont understand what your going through, or what you have been through and I can promise anyone who DOES understand what your feeling, wouldnt judge you. Even if your clothes are out of style, still put them on when your hanging around your house, because they are the clothes that you are trying to feel good in again. it helps with that feeling of achievement. Another tactic for facing the dreaded mirror, when you do see yourself, tell your self positive things "My skin is looking better then yesterday" "My skin is healing" "Wow, my spots ARE getting BETTER" "Tomorrow they will be even MORE healed". This really helped me facing up to the mirror and over coming my CSP. :) Keep up the good work, you'll get there in no time, and I BET you would still look beautiful in those old clothes, regardless of the marks. Beauty is NOT just skin deep, it goes right to the soul :D.
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On September 1st, 2012 shylittelgirl said:
don' t worry your not alone your just like me :(
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