has anyone here ever picked at their butt cheeks/ upper thighs? I am 20 and have been picking since I was about 5 years old, and I've been very fortunate in that I have the most amazing mother in the world, and we learned what my disorder was very early... when I was about 10. But I still pick worse now than I ever have in my life. And the butt cheeks thing is a newer development- like in the last 5 years. It makes me truly feel like a disgusting freak and it took me this many years to find the courage to anonymously post it here! I think it's because it's an area that is hidden, and that doesn't hurt as much. However, even though it's a "hidden" area, I'm incredibly jealous of normal people who are comfortable being naked in front of others. At this point in my life I don't believe I could ever let someone else see me naked. Not a boyfriend, not a doctor, not my mom. They would be truly horrified. Is there anyone else who has a butt (as well as the rest of their body) covered in scars?