pubic hair plucking

I feel so weird posting this but I won't talk to my friends or family about this. So, I rather talk to strangers. It started when I was young, like 7 or 8 maybe? I cut off part of my eyebrow with a scissor because I thought i was 'bushy' eyebrows. Then at 11 or 12 when I found a pair of tweezers, it became a part of me. I couldn't stop plucking and shaving. I pluck so much it bleeds and gets bumps. And if theres a bump, I want the ingrown hair out, so I cut it more. I'm 19 now. 8 years later, and I still have an issue. Its between my eyebrows and pubic area. I just don't like hair. I don't know how to stop. I do good for 2 weeks then I relapse. It's horrible because I want to get intimate but I can't because I don't want anyone to look there. How do I stop this horrible addiction? =/ I'm trying this "min 2 new york' pubic hair thing, it helps but then I pluck and it gets bad again. Sigh.