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I get incredibly stagnant for long periods of time. I can't focus on things and I'm afraid to get involved too deeply in anything bc I'm afraid I won't be able to handle all the energy that comes from keeping life moving. When Im dealing with a lot of things at once picking is my fall back stress reliever. I wan't to change this, but don't know how yet while still maintaining balance. Its like taking care of myself goes out the window (and all the practice it takes) as soon as real life comes in. I can't have recovery in a bubble, yet Im too weak to take real steps. How do I generate the will? I guess I'm thinking out loud. I just wonder if many of the pickers on here have procrastination issues. I've beaten it before once. It was also a time when I was healing from picking, then life came in and I ruined what I had been building. Idk how to keep this from happening. suggestions?