I posted a few months ago and havent been back. Although my CSP is getting better, it is consuming my life a lot more. The sheer concentration and thought I put into my habit and controlling it is overwhelming. An absolute low point came the other week when a man came over to me and gave me his card, saying he was a herbalist and could help with the problem on my forehead. Cringe. Now Ive aaaalmost stopped picking (not true) my forehead is mostly healed but with a combination of sun damage I am really patchy with pale and dark spots, and I have a moustache shaped row of scars on my top lip. I look like a dot painting. Im trying to figure out ways to invest in dealing with these ridiculous scars. Calomile lotion? Reward myself with laser therapy? Should I go see this herbalist (after I smack him in the face!)?