This is truly hell! i mean i beleived myself to be a beautiful young lady once and now its like wtf have i done to myself?? i am 21 and have been suffering with skin picking for almost 5 years now and i just cant take it anymore! ive been on meds, gone to phycologists and phsyciartists and nothing seems to help. i still have these hideous scars and scabs on my face.. theres good days and then there's bad days but its a vicious cycle that never ends! my parents are already so frustrated by it! last night i overdosed on xanxax just cuz i wanted to dull tha pain.. I'm crying as am writing this cuz im just so dissapointed in myself for letting it get this far. i dont wanna live like this anymore, if im just gonna continue to hurt myself whats tha point of living?