my progress, kp and face skin picker:/

Hello, I've been picking at my skin at varying levels since a small child that I can remember. I pick at acne, kp on arms and legs and any "imperfection" I can find while examining my skin. I have been trying to stop since I started getting made fun of in elementary school. At one point I thought if I picked my whole body then id be one big scar and my skin would be smooth again. right?? nooooooo I have stopped picking before by wearing long sleeved shirts all the time, but that is really hard to do in the summer. I am getting married in less than 2 weeks and really want clear skin. I am down to mainly surface picking on arms at the moment. a few days ago I really messed up my chin, but I am refusing to touch it so it will heal soon. I am really doing my best and hope that by being on here it will keep me accountable. I stayed up online last night for 4 hours reading forums about kp, and compulsive skin picking balling my eyes out because of what I do and what my skin looks like now. I feel like I can stop though and conquer this. I know I can!:)