I'm really scared this time !!!

I,m scared... could someone please talk to me...Reapeated from my last reply I have 13 open sores and one that I put a bandage over all night and the area around it is extremely inflamed and a deep whole.What should I do ?Is there anything that works or helps ?My plan is to not look or touch my face starting tomorrow, I had two slips today.I told my daughter about this sight and how I cried and promised her.How long should I do this?Is there hope?I want to let everything heal and stert life again.Big hug to all that are hurting or free!!!