Not a good day for me today. Urges to pick. Every bump I feel and every spot I see is driving me crazy. I'm pretty sure I'm extra irritable and vulnerable because I got almost no sleep last night. I wish I could just take a time out for a few hours. Not think about picking, not pick, not worry about stuff on my face, not stress about the pimples I already picked and the ones I'm going to pick. Just run away from myself. Not deal with this for a while. Such a heavy burden upon me. Wish I could lighten it. Do you guys feel this way sometimes?