Giving up seems to help

I recently stopped worrying about a bunch of things that have been bugging me since I was about 9. I am now 48 and have had neurotic excortations for 34 years. I don't understand how I did it. My excessive scratching has stopped. My legs are healing. When I itch I put Vic's vapor rub on my leg. I have a question. Could this be a bad thing that I gave all that worry away? I feel almost defeated, and my cutting edge seems to be gone like I have settled for what life has to give me. I take no meds.