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Hii everyone my name Winter..
I've been skin picking for about 3 years now. I am going to be 21 this spring and have just moved in with my boyfriend about 5months ago. We met about 10months ago and hit it off immediately. When him and I met I was in an extremely good place with my skin. I wasn't picking I was eating very healthy and taking good care of myself. However since I've moved out of my parents house and in with him I've been feeling so anxious and stressed with life! Now this is not because of my boyfriend I adore him and he's so supportive of my CSP disorder as well as my anxiety, he loves me regardless.
So why can't I seem to love myself the same way? Why can't I see myself as beautiful as the way that he sees me? Because I can not stop picking at my face. Every time I'm bored or anxious or angrey , stressed, worried. Anything! I pick. Than I go to the mirror and look for imperfections and sores to pick at.
I hate myself for this.
It has gotten bad again in the past 4months.
I'm really trying..
It's at a point where my man and I hardly go anywhere because I feel embaressed and ashamed. He pushes me and says its not that bad but hes a home body so he doesn't mind too much..but I can't stand it!!!!!!!!!!! :( I'm tired of living my life like this. I want to live my life and feel in charge of it again.
I just need someone else to talk to and yo relate to.
Please write back or message me whosever out there...;(