I am trying to be consistent on posting here everyday so here I go......

I am trying to be consistent on posting here everyday so here I go...... Today is my 7th day without picking! I have been writing on this forum everyday. I guess what I should start doing is share about what is going on with me too. I am getting married is less than 3 weeks! I am excited but it is also a bit stressful! I have started to smoke cigarettes again. I had quit for almost 5 months but a couple weeks ago I acted on my addiction. The pack has lasted me almost 2 weeks. I hope I don't buy another pack. I try not to look at my arms. If I look I am more likley to pick. I also made sure last night when getting ready for bed to keep my shirt on the whole time. I did not even change into my pj's I just wore the t shirt I had on to bed. I left the bathroom door open. Before I went into the bathroom I told my fiance. I think I am doing ok : ) I need everyone on this website to keep sharing their experience, strength and hope because it helps me get through another day!