Hello, I'm 30 years old and have had dermatillomania since I can remember. Many times I've stopped and started again. This is the longest I've ever done this. Started in August when my papa was hospitalized
He was due to come home by thanksgiving, papa passed November 8th. By far the worst time of my life and now I'm in grief counseling. So since August I have done this. I am now bald on the top of my head. I am so embarrassed. I avoid anyone seeing me. I try to hide it. I can't stop and that's all I want is to stop. Papa wouldn't want me like this. It itches, it hurts, it's compulsive, it's every where. I don't even know half the time I am doing it. I do not know what to do.