I am finally giving this a shot because I just don’t know what to do anymore.. I’ve completely destroyed my face, making huge scabs and scars out of nothing! My friends and family always tell me that I am pretty and have good skin but they don’t know the countless hours I spend in front of the mirror with tweezers and needles, followed by hours of makeup application to cover my mess. I won’t even let my boyfriend see me without makeup. I want to stop SO bad, this is taking over my life and ruining my self esteem. At Christmas this year with my family I hid in the bathroom pretending to be sick because I was so ashamed of the scabs on my face. I currently have a huge dime-sized dark red spot on my upper lip from picking a scab that’s been around for about 3 weeks now. I try putting bandaids on it to keep my fingers off, but I can’t do that in public. Someone please help me, I can’t afford proffessional help.