I haven’t been doing well this past week. I have been picking consistently. It’s different than it used to be when I was doing poorly. I have lots of little spots that I keep picking and they are leaving little scabs. In the past I have made big marks that are deep and look like a wound. This mostly looks like acne. But I am frustrated because I keep doing it. Daily. Right now I have hydrocolloids on 3 small spots and Aztec healing clay mask on my forehead because it’s pretty broken out from picking. I am realizing that I am at least not overdoing it with products and obsessing about “fixing” it with things. I need to stop!!! Summer is no time to pick. I need to be able to swim and sweat and not worry about makeup! I have gotten on a good track before and I feel like I have come close to stopping and have come a long way overall I just need to push all the way this time and not start getting laxed when things get better. **update: I just washed the mask off my forehead and I already see such an improvement. That mask is amazing. I am planning to use it on my whole face tomorrow night.