NSFW but i need advice: I’m 16 and when I was about 13, I started tweezing my pubes. I’ve always hated having body hair and imperfections. The front of my vagina is all scarred and scabbed now and I’m really ashamed of it but I can’t stop. Will it ever look normal again? I’ve also recently met a wonderful guy and I’m a virgin but once this quarantine ends, we’re planning to possibly fool around a bit. I don’t know if he’d understand what’s been happening- it’s gotta be a turn off. Are guys usually ok with girls who aren’t completely clean-shaven down there? Because it looks weird while I am but I also don’t want hair to be in the way like if he’s e*ting me out. How quickly can it heal? Are there any ways to speed it up?