I think a big reason I can't seem to stop is because a huge part of me doesn't want to. Or is scared.
It's like, I've been doing this for so long I don't know what my life would be without it. What would I do to release the pressure? Right now it seems so impossible to NOT do it.
I don't know where to go from here. My cousin is getting married this weekend and I'm wearing a dress. Everyone expects me to wear the dress. But there are scars. Anyone know of a good concealer to cover them up?