so i find it odd that i can spill out in this forum the things i never tell anyone..but i cant tell anyone in person. i keep thinking that i really want therapy so that i can figure out why i pick. also, i have thoughts i cant control that sound borderline suicidal, even though im not suicidal. i just dont want it to progress (if that makes sense). and there are definately some things i need to cope with. i keep trying to hint it to my mom. but i have no clue how to tell her that i want therapy. any ideas?